Michael Masi opens up about mental struggles after 2021 Abu Dhabi Controversy

In an interview with Daily Mail, former Formula 1 race director Michael Masi has revealed the personal toll the 2021 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix controversy took on his mental health.

Masi's decision-making during the race led to Max Verstappen's dramatic title victory over Lewis Hamilton, sparking outrage among many fans.

Hamilton Refuses to Speak with Masi

Despite Masi's return to the Formula 1 paddock, Hamilton has expressed no interest in speaking with him.

"I'm just focusing on my future," the seven-time world champion said. "I'm focused on getting back to winning. There is nothing to say."

The two have not spoken since the contentious race, and it remains uncertain whether they will ever reconcile.

Masi's Mental Health Journey

Bound by a non-disclosure agreement, Masi could not discuss the specifics of his decisions in Abu Dhabi.

However, he shared his story of trial and rehabilitation, which included seeking professional help for the mental turmoil he experienced.

"I have spent time looking after myself. It's done me good. It's what I needed. I spent a lot of time getting into physical shape but didn't spend enough on the mental side for a long while," Masi said.

He continued, "As for professional help, I got that, but probably later than I should have done - the latter part of last year, but things had largely calmed down by then."

Masi revealed that he had been living with a friend in London's Elephant and Castle district, cooking at home and avoiding the public eye.

He did not take up security but now wonders if he was complacent not to have bothered amid the booing and hissing of online trolls and the hollering of street critics.

Life After F1 and a Possible Reconciliation

Masi is now in better physical and mental shape, having returned to his native Sydney and reconnected with his family.

He has also embraced new roles, including serving as chairman of the Supercars Commission and on the board of directors of Karting Australia.

"The joys of being able to cook a meal at home, being able to catch up with relatives are now open to me," Masi shared.

"My only living grandparent, Agusta, is 89 and is 10 minutes down the road. She can't speak a word of English (both sides of his family ancestry being Italian) and she loves the fact I go to see her and have a coffee with her."

"Those little things. You don't realize what they mean. Weddings, birthdays."

Masi also reflected on the impact of his extensive travel as Formula 1 race director on his personal life.

He had spent most years traveling further than Neil Armstrong, rarely enjoying the comforts of home or the company of loved ones.

"I loved the job, but you don't realize the impact traveling so much has on you. When we last met in 2021, I literally lived on a plane."

Regarding the possibility of speaking with Lewis Hamilton, Masi said, "They have their perspective and are entitled to their view."

"I respect any view, and it's not for me to comment on what they do or don't think."

"And if I am approached to have a discussion, I am open to it, and always have been."

A New Beginning in Motorsport

Masi's new roles within the motorsport industry have allowed him to remain involved in the sport he loves, while enjoying a more balanced lifestyle.

His work with the Supercars Commission and Karting Australia has been fulfilling, and he has seen the positive impact of his involvement in nurturing young talent.

"A 'passion project' that has doubled the number of aspiring youngsters competing in the national championship over the last decade," Masi said, referring to his work with Karting Australia.

"Supercars are being staged here this week, so that's why I am wearing the branded gear, but no longer the FIA's blue and white uniform."

Despite the challenges and controversies he faced during his tenure as race director, Masi remains grateful for the experience and the lessons it taught him. He has found renewed purpose and satisfaction in his current roles within the motorsport community.

When asked if he would like his old job back, Masi laughed. "A bit of me probably always will, even amid my bright and new landscape," he admitted.

Looking Forward

As Masi moves forward in life, the world of Formula 1 continues to evolve, with drivers and fans eagerly awaiting the next chapter in the sport's storied history.

While the controversy surrounding the 2021 Abu Dhabi GP may never be completely resolved, Masi's journey towards personal growth and mental well-being highlights the importance of recognizing and addressing the human element within the high-pressure world of motorsport.

In the end, it is essential to remember that behind the cars, the trophies, and the controversies, there are individuals whose lives and mental health are deeply affected by the outcomes of these high-stakes competitions.